long lost friend

after 15 years we met again. 15 years ago, we were young girls, little children, laughing and jumping around. but 15 years later, we have our own story. things happened when we are not together. we met different people, study in different area, work in different places. and we are having different kind of lifestyle.

life..

"Life is a sum of all your choices" -- albert camus

anyway, i find something special in my heart. when we were young, i duno what is love. but now, i know what is love, and still learning to comprehend it. although 15 years we didn't meet each other, but deep in my heart, i love my friend.

a Chat with mum

I'm glad to have a time sharing with mama yesterday night. After few weeks not meeting each other, i can feel deeply in her heart, she missed me.

I thank God that my mum can cook good food, simple and healthy meals, and willing to share her feelings, her thoughts to me. I'm glad I'm her good listener (although sometimes i wasn't), I'm glad I'm not married too far away. I'm glad that I have the courage to tell her "I love you", and I'm glad i see her smiling sweetly.

We had a time of prayer, where i led, to pray for mama's health, her spiritual life, her walk with God, her understanding in the Bible, her communication with other people, her husband (my dad), her 2 other daughter (my 2 sisters)... and so on.

My tears actually started to fall when i started to pray. But we actually are having joy deep in our heart although we see strugglings, troubles, people fails around us. But God is faithful and mercyful.

Thank you Lord.

Bless my mum in her days.

Mama, I love you very much!