m getting excited and worried

the nearer to my wedding date, i get more excited and worried.

i think that's the nature in every girl.
what could be done to be not so excited and worried?
or should i just let this process to be exciting and worrying?
this is life, i guess, and this is the process of changin my identity.
from a single lady, to become somebody's wife.
when i connect this picture with the church and our Lord Christ, it's actually the same, i feel.
the church is the bride. and Christ is the Groom.
the church is to prepare herself, and devote herself, pure and clean to the Groom.
and i have to prepare myself, devote myself, pure and clean to my groom.

1st april 2006